In traditional Chinese literature, youth is a deliberately ignored subject. But from the beginning of twentieth century, writers often regarded the "growth of youth" and "national growth" as two sides of the same coin. They thus projected their expectations for the new subjectivity of nation through fiction. During the eighties and nineties, a subjective consciousness of Taiwan has gradually taken form. The way in which fiction of this period embodies the imagination of Taiwan's youth is one of the most important issues in literary research. Therefore, this article will discuss youth's pursuit of self and national imagination. The essential issues are as follows: 1. The complicated relationships among "youth's self," "family/nation," and "China's youth/Taiwan's youth" 2. China or Taiwan?--the adherence to and loss of national sentiment 3. Fleeing or returning home?--family values and family ethics 4. Staying in school or dropping out--establishment vs. counter-establishment, enlightenment vs. counter-enlightenment 5. From nation to individual--body/desire/gender and identity 6. Taiwan's Youth--multiple construction and deconstruction of family/nation