Leaving away from the home where the parents are and all which the childhood symbolizes, you will realize self and "the home" has the distance. Although you are well acquainted with the home from your memory, by the transformation of space and time which cut off away from it, nearly is filled with memory. Even tough, the connection to the home is actually never changed, the missing to the home is also never terminated. This essay begins with an oversized attire, inward the self-exploration. At first, through the experiment of the sound, the body language inquisition, dig the deep of self-disposition, then spread out regarding the observation of the disposition. Furthermore, it turn to discusses the relationship between the home and self. Along the memory, through the attempt of various types of materials, and finally via the characteristic of the fabric interweaving which rephrased the dependence of the home. It's like a projection of self, the emotion transmission though the textile weaves from the manual knitting evolution to the entire formation machinery. Utilizes each kind of knitting characteristics to narrate the emotion transformation process, and describe obscurely the dependence of "home".