Sayaka Murata, winner of the Akutagawa prize in 2016, describes contemporary Japanese women’s contemplation of identity and identity crisis in her novel Hakobune. From the perspective of gender studies, this article analyzes this work to understand the living conditions of contemporary urban women in Japan and their thoughts about their own destiny and emotional life. Constrained by traditional values, Japanese urban women suffer physically and cognitively from pressures on their female body, sexual identity and gender performance, which sparks their resistance to gender norms.