This study aims to explore the researcher's position in the field and the relationship between the researcher and the field through the narration and analysis of individual's fieldwork experiences. The first part described the historical background and current development of the field site, the preparation for data collection, and explained the relationship between the researcher and the field site. The second part expounded the elements caused the field site out-of-balance and the complex emotion of the researcher under the bureaucrat system. Finally, the researcher understood the position and attitude of the anthropologist in the field site.