On the eve of the Chinese Communist take-over, the great Chinese intellectuals faced only three alternatives: remaining in Mainland China, escaping to Taiwan, or going abroad. Like most, Feng Youlan chose to stay in Mainland China and thus shared the intellectuals' common destiny of physical torture, spiritual suffocation, and public humiliations. Some historians consider that the choice of most Chinese intellectuals, which marks a dramatic fault-line in the cultural history of Chinese academia, was a "collective misjudgment.'' By analyzing the socio-political situation on the eve of the Communist victory, this paper explains why most great Chinese intellectuals in general, and Feng Youlan in particular, believed that they had made the best choice both for their own country and for themselves. These people had long given up hope in the KMT and did not want to sacrifice themselves for the Nationalist government. Due to underestimating the viability of the KMT in Taiwan and overestimating the rationality of the CCP on the Mainland, Feng Youlan and most of his great intellectual counterparts fell into the Communist pitfall and were forced to be targets of thought reform movements. Since Feng was designated by Chairman Mao as a negative example of a teacher (fanmian jiaoyuan) in thought reform movements, he had to at the same time undergo a process of endless public humiliations and a process of endless self-criticism. In the former, Feng was often furiously criticized and attacked by his colleagues and students for his "idealist thought'' and his "poisonous teachings.'' In the latter, Feng had to admit to all alleged crimes such as being an idealist, a reactionary, a counterrevolutionary, and a revisionist, as well as to deny that he himself and his philosophy had ever done any good for his country and his people. After the decline of class struggle and the fading of Maoism in 1980s, Feng stopped self-criticism and resumed his academic career. He left us seven volumes of his rewritten book called A History of Chinese Philosophy as well as his autobiography before his death in 1990. This paper depicts Feng's self-criticism and self-reestablishment, explores his psychological conflicts in being a negative example of a teacher, and evaluates his academic achievements and limitations.